Boys are Dumb

Yesterday morning N woke up saying that one of these nights he is going to get a good nights sleep. He needs sleep.. blah blah
Well last night at 1030p he was gearing up to put another movie in the player. I told him with having class at 9:30a putting in another movie and getting to bed after 12 was a mistake. He watched a little of one anyway.
Anyway. I love him down to my toes which makes me just as silly.

We have been on opposite schedules a lot lately.

Damn The Knee

Working on running my first marathon and stopped dead in my tracks. Knee is killing me.
Now I will have to shift my goals a little bit. No longer a marathon on October 23rd, rather one next Memorial Day Weekend. Going to have to run through the winter. Can not stop or get out of the groove.
Friends keep telling me that it is no big deal to miss my goal. I am taking on too much, my appendix will burst, slow the fuck down. Having difficulty doing this. Tired of feeling fat, tired of not meeting my goals, tired of be stuck in the same place.
Things are moving very quickly now. Wedding in less then a year, school, school, school. School is not quite kicking my ass but I definately need to get more into the swing of things. I think that I will be fine. First Exams are next Tues.
N has been fantastic although I don't get to see much of him lately. We are both crazy busy.
Pretty broke but what else is new? Not quite sure how I am going to live for the next four months. Government sort of fucked me with finacial aid.. Well not "sort of." They totally fucked me.